" STARTING AGAIN "
And it started again
and I meant every word
and I like what I said
and I liked what I heard
And I started to think
I could think about -
starting again . .
We were laughing again
over memories and wine
and the years in between
didn't seem a long time
When I smiled he knew why
In awhile it was starting again . .
And I started to think
I could feel again
all the bad times seemed unreal
when he looked in my eyes
the cheating, the lies,
the things that were wrong
seem far behind -
And I started to think
I could care again
and my fears all disappeared
when he called me by name
I knew that he changed
the flaws where all gone
the saint remained . .
But it started again
when I asked him to stay
and he said there is this friend
who's in town just for today
And he really felt bad
but he had to be leaving again
And he left me again
as he left me before
still pretending he cared
when we kissed at the door
But I saw in his eyes
that the lies
where all starting again . .
Just when I'd started to feel again
when all the bad times seemed unreal
when it all seemed so right
and I thought that tonight
if he said he cared
he really might
Just when my fears disappeared again
and I heard what I wanted to hear
it all started again
and I knew what that meant
it wasn't the start -
it was really the end . .
- bm
Midi Song Playing : " Always and Forever "