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From "Ten": A side- Once Alive EvenFlow WhyGo Black Oceans 
            B side- Jeremy Porch Deep Garden Release
From "Vs.": A side- Go Animal Daughter Dissident W.M.A. Blood 
               B side- Rearviewmirror Rats Elderly Woman.. Glorified G Leash Indifferences
From "Vitalogy": A side- Last Exit Spin the Black.. Tremor Christ Not For You Nothingman Whipping 
                 B side- Corduroy Bugs Satan's Bed Better Man Immortality Mop                                                                                                  

From "No Code": A side- Sometimes Hail Hail Who You Are In My Tree Smile Off he Goes 

                   B side- Habit Red Mosquito Lukin Present Tense Mankind I'm Open Around The Bend

From "Yield": A side- Brain of J. Faithfull No Way Given To Fly Wishlist Pilate

                  B side- Do The Evolution MFC Low Light In Hiding Push Me,Pull Me All Those Yesterdays

From "Binaural": All sides are zipped :)

From "Non-Albums":I have these files in zipped.Because too long to write :P

                    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                            

                                                          

                                                  

                                                 

                                                              

                                                                   

                                                             

                                                               

                                                                     

                                                              

                                                                            

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TEN

ONCE

I admit it whats to say... I will relive it without pain...Mmm,.Backstreet lover  on the side of the road.   I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode...I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes...  I play. ... Once upon a time,... I could control myself. ...

Oh try and mimic whats insane... I am in it...where do I stand? Indian summer and hate the  heat..I got a backseat lover on the passenger seat.. got my hand in my pcket so determined discreet...I pray. ...Once upon a time,.. I could control myself. ... lose myself,.. yes..... Ooh. ...   Once upon a time I could love myself, ooh. Once up on a time,.. I could love you, yeah. Once. Once. Once, yeah, oh.

Music by Stone Gossard

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

ALIVE

Son she said..have I got a little story for you..what you thought was your dady was nothin' but a...while you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen your real daddy was dyin'..sorry you didint see him but I am glad we talked...I..I..I'm still alive..% Oh she walks slowly across a young man's room she said I am ready..for you..I cant remember anything to this very day 'cept the look.. The look now I cant see..I just stare...I..I..I'm still alive..% 

Is something wrong she said of course there is you are still alive she said.. do I deserve to be is that the question and if so..if so...who answers? who answers? I..I..I'm still alive I..I..I'm still alive I..I..I'm still alive...

Music by Stone Gossard

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

EVEN FLOW

Freeze him rest his head on a pillow made of concrete, yeah. Oh feel him maybe he'll see a little better Saturdays, mmm, yeah, woh, Hell now faces that he sees come again aint that familiar. ooh, yeah. Woh. girl friend he cant have when his happy looks insane. Mmm. Evenflow, thoughts arrive like butterflies. Oh he dont know so hechases them away...Oh, someday yet. he'll begin his life again, life again, life again.

Kneeling looking through the paper though he doesnt know to read them, oh, yeah. Oh praying life is something that has never showed him anything, woh, feeling understands the weather or the winter's on its way.. Oh. see him few and far between all the legal halls of shame. Yeah. Evenflow, thoughts arrive like butterflies. Oh, he dont know, so he chases them away. Oh, someday yet, he'll begin his life again. Oh, whispering paths, gently lead him away him away, him away, Yeah! Ooh. Oh yeah. 'Funk it up'

Music by Stone Gossard

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

WHY GO

She scratch es a letter. In to a wall made of stone. Maybe someday another child, wont feel as alone as she does; its been two years. and counting. Since they put her in this place. She's been diagnosed by some stupid f*ck. It might be a reason clone. Woh. Alright. Yeah. Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? 

She seems to be stronger. but what they want her to be is weak. She could play pretend, she could join the game, boy. She could be another.. Mmm. Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? What you taught me, put me here, dont come visit, mother..Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? Why go home? Why go home?.. Ah.

Music by Jeff Ament

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

BLACK

Sheets of empty canvas untouched sheets of clay, were laid spread out before me as her body once did, oh all five horizens revolved around her soul as the earth to the sun, now the air i tasted and breathed has taken a turn, and all i taught her was everything, i know she gave me all that she wore, and now my bitter hands shade(shake) beneith the clouds of what was everything, all the pictures had all been washed in black tattooed everything.  i'll take a walk outside i'm surrounded by some kids that play, i can feel their laughter 

So why do i seer, andtwisted thoughts that spin around my head i'm spinnin' oh i'm spinnin' how quick the sun can drive(drop) away and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything all the pictures had all been washed in black tattoed everything, all the love gone bad turned my world to black tattoed all i see, all that i am, all that i'll be. i know someday you'll have a beautiful life i know you'll be the sun(a star) in somebody else's sky but why why why can't it be, why(how) can't it be mine.

Thanx Brie for the lyrics

Music by Stone Gossard

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

OCEANS 

Hold on to thread. The currents will shift. Glide me towards you. Know something's left. And we're all allowed to dream of the next. Uh-oh..the next time me Two ooh ooh. Ooh...

You dont have to stray. Tho' oceans away. waves roll in my thoughts. Hold tight the ring. The sea will rise. Pleace stand by the shore. Uh. Uh I will be, I will be there once more. Ooh. Ooh.Ah...

Music by Stone Gossard and Jeff Ament

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

JEREMY

At home, drawing pictures of mountops..with him on top. Lemon yellow sun; arms raised in a V. The dead lat in pools of maroon below. Daddy didnt give attention to the fact that mommy didnt care. King jeremy wicked oh ruled his world. Jeremy spoke in class today. Jeremy spoke in class today. Clearly I remember picking on the boy, seemed a harmless little fuck. Ooh but we unleashed a lion. Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess ladies breast. How could I forget?

And he hit me with a surprise, left my jaw left hurt in, ooh dropped wide open. Just like the day. oh like the day I heard. Daddy didnt give attention, no, and the boy something that mommy wouldnt wear. King Jeremy the wicked oh ruled his world. Jeremy spoke in class day. Ooh. ooh, ooh... Try to forget this. Try to erase this from the blackboard..Jeremy spoke in class today. Jeremy spoke in, spoke in. Jeremy spoke in, spoke in. Jeremy spoke in class today. Ah-ha, ah-ha, ah-ha, ah-ha.

Music by Jeff Ament

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

PORCH 

What the f*ck is this world running to? You didnt leave a message at least I could've heard your voice one last time. Daily mine field. This could be my time by your. Would you hit me? Would you hit me? Oh. Oh...!

All the bills go by and initiatives are taken up by the middle. There aint gonna be any middle any more. And the cross I'm bear in' home aint in dictative of my place. Left the porch. Left the porch. Oh. Oh. Hear my name. Take a good look. This could be the day. Call my name. Walk beside me. I just need to say..Hear my name. Take a good look. This could be the day. Hold my hand. Lie beside me. I just need to say. Walkin' all day. I just wanna say. I know when I would not ever touch you, hold you, feel you ever. Oh. Never again. Yeaaaa. Yeaaaa. Yeaaaa..

Music and Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

DEEP

On the edge a windowsill. Ponders his maker, ponders his will. To the street below, he just aint nothin' but he's got a great view and he sinks deeper, deeper, Ah,  deep. Cant touch the bottom, in too deep. Yeaaa. Aha. Cant touch the bottom oh deep. Oh.. 

On the edge a know nothin' town. Feelin' quite superior, the aged come. To the sky above, he just aint nothin' but he's got a great view and he sinks deeper deep. Ah. cant touch the bottom, in too deep. Yeaa Aha. Cant touch the bottom oh deep. Oh. Oh.. Ah. 

On the edge of a Christmas clean love. You are a virgin yea, from heaven. Visiting. N Yea. To the man above her. She just aint nothin', and she doesnt like the view, she doesnt like the view. She doesnt like the view. Oh he sinks himself. Oh. Oh. Ay bottom. Hey. Hey.., the bottom. Hey oh oh. Oh hey the bottom. Hey hey.. Oh.. Hey.

Music by Stone Gossard and Jeff Ament

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

GARDEN

The direction of the eye. So misleading. The defection of the soul, nauseouly quick. I dont question. Our existance I just question our modern needs. I will walk with my hands bound. I will walk with my face, this blood. I will walk with my shadow flag in to your garden. Garden of stone. After all is done and we're still alone. I wont be taken. Yet I'll oh oh.. I dont show. I dont share. I dont need. yea, what you have to..Ooh. I will walk with my hands bound. I will walk with my face blood. I will walk with my shadow flag in to your garden, garden of, I will walk with my hands bound I will walk into your garden. Garden of stone. I dont know. I dont care. I dont need. yea, we need to live a-a a-a ow!

Music by Stone Gossard and Jeff Ament

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

RELEASE

Father...ooh...oh...oh... I see the world, feel the chill Which way to go, windowsill I see the world's on a rocking horse of time I see the verse in the rain Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...  

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now I am myself, like you somehow I'll ride the wave where it takes me I'll hold the pain...Release me... Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now I am myself, like you somehow I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me I'll open up...Release me... Release me..%.. Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...  

Music by Stone Gossard, Jeff Ament, Mike McCready and Dave Krusen

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

 

VS.

GO

Oh, please don't go out on me, don't go out on me now Never acted up before, don't go on me now I swear I never took it for granted, just thought of it now Suppose I abused you, just passing it on. Go...f*ck

Once fastened, servile, now your getting sharp Moving oh so swiftly, with such disarm I pulled the covers over him, shoulda' pulled the alarm Turned to my nemesis, a full on fucking god. No...time...suck...my...Please... Don't go on me..%.. Please...oh...

S*ck...blood...touch...please, tunnel vision...tuck...time...see... Please, please, please... Don't go on me (4x) Please...Don't you want me...don't go on me... Please...don't go on me..

ANIMAL

One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, against one Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one.   Torture from you to me Abducted from the street   I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal.

Why would you wanna hurt me, oh Oh, so frightened of your pain...yeah...ooh...   I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be..%.. I'd rather be with an animal   I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal. I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal.   Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one.

GLORIFIED G

Got a gun, fact I got two That's O.K. man, cuz I love god Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed Glorified version of a pellet gun..%..   Double think, dumb is strength. Never shot at a living thing. Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed. Glorified version of a pellet gun..%.. Glorified version of a...

Always keep it loaded..%..   Kindred to be an American... Life comes...I can feel your heart... Ooh...life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Like some...I can steal your heart form your neck...   Glorified...glorified...

DISSIDENT

She nursed him there, ooh, over a night I wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay What to say...what to say. But soon she was down, soon he was low. At a quarter past...a holy no... She had to turn around.   When she couldn't hold, oh...she folded... A dissident is here. Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here.

And to this day, she's glided on. Always home but so far away. Like a word misplaced. Nothing said, what a waste When she had contact...with the conflict... There was meaning, but she sold him to the state She had to turn around.  When she couldn't hold...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path. Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh...oh...oh...

She gave him away when she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here. Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh... Couldn't hold on...she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here. Escape is never the safest place, oh... A dissident is here              

REARVIEWMIRROR

I took a drive today. Time to emancipate. I guess it was the beatings made me wise. But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize. I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down. Hand on my face, pushed to the ground. Enmity gaged, united by fear. Forced to endure what I could not forgive...  

I seem to look away. Wounds in the mirror waved. It wasn't my surface most defiled. Head at your feet, fool to your crown. Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gaged, united by fear. Tried to endure what I could not forgive.   Saw things..%.... Clearer..%.. Once you, were in my... rearviewmirror...I gather speed from you fucking with me. Once and for all I'm far away. I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey...

Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you..%... Rearviewmirror.   Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah...

RATS

They don't eat, don't sleep. They don't feed, they don't seethe. Bare their gums when they moan and squeak. Lick the dirt off a larger one's feet. They don't push, don't crowd. Congregate until they're much too loud. F*ck to procreate till they are dead. Drink the blood of their so called best friend.

They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way. Don't pack themselves together and run as one. Don't sh*t where they're not supposed to. Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare   They don't scam, don't fight. Don't oppress an equals given rights. Starve the poor so they can be well fed. Line their holes with the dead ones bread.

They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way. Don't pack themselves together and run as one..%.. Don't shit where they're not supposed to. Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare...  Rats...They don't compare..%.. Ben, the two of us need look no more..&.....        

DAUGHTER

Alone, listless, breakfast table and otherwise empty room. Young girl violins center of the attention. Mother reads aloud child tries to understand it. Tries to make her proud. The shades go down inside her head. Painted room cant deny there's something wrong. Dont call me daughter not fit to. The picture kept will remind me. 

Dont call me. Dont call me brother not fit to. The picture kept will remind me. Dont call me. She holds the hand that holds her down. She will rise. Dont call me daughter not fit to The picture kept remind me..Dont call me...The shades go down..

W.M.A.

He won the lottery when he was born. Took his mother's white breast to his tongue. Trained like dogs color and smell. Walks by me to get to  him. Police man..%.. He won the lottery by being born big hand slapped a White Male American. Do no wrong, so clean cut, dirty his hands, it comes right off. Police man..%..Police stopped my brother again..%..Police man..%.. Jesus greets me, looks just like me all..

Do no wrong, so clean cut Dirty his hands, it comes right off Police man..%.. Police stopped my brother again..%.. Police man..%..   Police stopped my brother again..%.. Police man..%..  All my pieces set me free...human devices set me free... All my pieces set me free..%.. Human devices set me free..%..

BLOOD

Spin me round, roll me over, f*ckin' circus. Stab it down, one way needle, pulled so slowly Drains and spills, soaks the pages, fills their sponges It's my blood..%..   Paint Ed big...Turn Ed into...One of his enemies... It's my blood..%...  Stab it down, fill the pages, s*ck my life out Maker of my enemies... Take...my... F*ck...f*ck...f*ck...f*ck...f*ck...f*ck...    

LEASH

Troubled souls unite, we got ourselves tonight, oh... I am fuel, you are friends, we got the means to make amends. I am lost, I'm no guide, but I'm by your side I am right by your side, yeah...  

Young lover I stand. It was their idea, I proved to be a man. Take my f*cking hand. It was their idea, I proved to be a man Will myself to find a home, a home within myself. We will find a way, we will find our place.   Drop the leash, drop the leash..%... Get outta' my f*ckin' face  Drop the leash, we are young..%.. Oh, get outta' my f*ckin' face... Drop the leash, drop the leash... Get outta' my, my...   Delight, delight, delight in our youth...oww... Get outta' my f*ckin' face

ELDERLY WOMAN BEHIND THE COUNTER IN A SMALL TOWN

I seem to recognize your face. Haunting, familiar, yet cant seem to place it. Cannot find a candle of thought to light your name. Lifetimes are catching up with me...All these changes taking place, I wish I'd seen the place.But no one's ever taken me...Hearts and thoughts they fade..fade away..Hearts and thoughts they fade..face away. I swear I recognize your breath.. Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising. You wouldnt recall for I'm not my former..It's hard when you're stuck up on the shelf..

I changed by not changing at all..small town predicts my fate..Perhaps that's what  no one wants to see..I just want to scream,..Hello. My god, it's been so long,..never dreamed you'd return. But now here you are..and here I am..Hearts and thoughts they fade.. away. Hearts and thoughts they fade..fade away..%..

INDIFFERENCES

I will light the match this mornin', so I won't be alone. Watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone. Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I'm free to roam. Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in Hell... How much difference does it make. How much difference does it make, yeah... 

I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm. Oh, I'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired. Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind. Hey, I won't change direction, and I won't change my mind. How much difference does it make Mmm, how much difference does it make...how much difference...

I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune. I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room. How much difference..%.. How much difference does it make..%.. 

 

VITALOGY

LAST EXIT

Lives opened and trashed..."Look ma, watch me crash".No time to question...why'd nothing last..Grasp and hold on...hold tight and fast..Soon be over...and I will relent..Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past..Three days, and maybe longer, won't even know I've left 

Under your tongue...I'm like a tab..I will give you what...you're not s'posed to have...I will give you what...you're not s'posed to have..Under my breath...I swear by sin..For better or for worse...a best we began...Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, shed my skin at last...shed...shed...Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, won't ever find me here. Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past Four days, and not much longer...

Let my spirit pass...Ooh...This is, this is..%..My...last exit        ....

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam

NOTHINGMAN

Once divided. Nothing left to subtract. Some words when spoken, cant be taken back. Walks on his own. With thoughts he cant help thinking. Future's above.. but in the past he's slow and sinking.. Caught a bolt of lightnin'..Cursed the day he let it go..Nothingman..Nothingman..Isn't it something? Nothingman..

She once believed. In every story he had to tell. One day she stiffened. Took the other side. Empty stares. From each corner of a shaped prison cell. One just escapes, one is left inside the well. He who forgets will be destined to remember..Oh. Oh oh..Nothingman. Nothingman. Is it something? Nothingman..

Oh. She dont want him. She wont feed him.After he's slown away.Oh into the sun ah, into the  sun. Burn..burn..Nothingman. Nothingman. Isnt it something? Nothingman.Nothingman. Nothingman. Coulda' been something. Nothingman. Oh. Ooh. Ooh.

Music and Lyrics by Jeff Ament

WHIPPING 

Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet Don't need a bandage, there's too much...blood... After a while, seems to roll right off...hmm..Whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping...

Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached Oh, don't get behind, I can't fall back Why must we trust all these rusted rails? They don't want no change, we already have. They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping...

Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved! Ohh, I'm just like you, think we've had enough I can't believe a thing they want us to...oh... Oh, we all got scars, they should have 'em too...Oh, they're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping... They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping...yeah...they're whipping...

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam           

IMMORTALITY

Vacate is the word.."Vengence has no place" he sweared her. Can not find the comfort in this world. Artificial tears, vessel stabbed, Next up, volunteers, Vulnerable, wisdom cant adhere. A truant finds home. A wish to hold on. But there is a trapdoor in the sun. Immortality. 

As priveladged as a whore. Victims in demand for public show. Swept out through the cracks beneath the door.Holier than thou,how surrended executed anyhow. Scrawl dissolved, cigar box on the floor. A truant finds home. And a wish to hold on to. Saw a trapdoor in the sun.

Immortality..

Can not stop the thought, running in the dark, coming up a which way sign, all good truants must decide. Stripped and sold, mom. Auctioned forearm. And whiskers in the sink. Truants move on. Can not stay long. Some die just live..

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam 

NOT FOR YOU

Restless soul, enjoy your youth. Like Muhammed hits the truth. Can not escape from the common rule. If you hate something. Dont you do it too.

Small my table. Sets just two. There is too crowded. I can't make room, Where did they come from? Stormed my room! And you dare say. It belongs to you, to you..This is not for you. This is not for you. This not for you. Not for you f*ck you..

All that sacred. Comes from you. Dedications, naive and true. With no power, nothing to do. I still remember, why dont you. Dont you this is not for you. This not for you. This not for you. Not for you f*ck you..%.

Music and Lyrics by Pearl jam

 

SPIN THE BLACK CIRCLE

See this needle. I see my hand. Drop, drop, dropping it down. Oh so gently. Here it comes, touch the plane. Turn it up, wont turn you away! Spin, spin. Spin the black circle. Spin the black circle..%..

Pull it out. Paper sleeve. Oh my joy, only you deserve conceit. Oh so big, my whole world. Rather you, rather you,than her. Spin, spin, spin the black circle..%..

You are so warm. The ritual. My lady your crooked arm. Spin, spin. Spin the black circle.Spin, spin. Spin the black circle..%.

Music amd Lyrics by Pearl Jam

TREMOR CHRIST

Winded is the sailor, drifting by the storm. Wounded is the organ he left all, bloodied on the shore. Gorgeous was his saviour, sees her, drowning in his wake. Daily tastes the salt of her tears but, chance blamed fate. Little secrets tremors..Turned to quake. The smallest oceans still get.. Big big waves.

Ransom paid the devil. The whispers pleasing words. Triumphants are the angels if they can. Get there first. Little secrets tremors..Turned to quake. The smallest oceans still get.. Big big waves.

I'll decide. take the dive, take my time, not my life. Wait for signs, believe in lies, to get by, his divine. you know what it's like. Turns the bow back tows and, drops the line. Puts his faith in love tremor christ

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam

CORDUROY

The waiting drove me mad...you're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back...can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your bread... I would rather run but I can't walk... Guess I'll lie alone just like before...

I'll take the firmest path...oh, and I must refuse your test A-push me and I will resist...this behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know... They can buy, but can't put on my clothes... I don't want to limp for them to walk... Never would have known of me before... I don't want to be held in your debt... And I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed... And I'm already cut up and half dead... I'll end up alone like I began..

Everything has changed, absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your breast... All the things that others want for me... Can't buy what I want because it's free..%.. Can't be what you want because I'm...

I ain't s'posed to be just fun Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began...It's your move now... I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you..

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam

           

BUGS

All these...   I got bugs I got bugs in my room Bugs in my bed Bugs in my ears Their eggs in my head Bugs in my pockets Bugs in my shoes Bugs in the way I feel about you Bugs on my window Trying to get in They don't go nowhere Waiting, waiting... Bugs on my ceiling Crowded the floor Standing, sitting, kneeling... A few block the door

And now the question's: Do I kill them? Become their friend? Do I eat them? Raw or well done? Do I trick them? I don't think they're that dumb Do I join them? Looks like that's the one

I got bugs on my skin Tickle my nausea I let it happen again They're always takin' over I see they surround me, I see... See them deciding my fate Oh, that which was once...was once up to me... Now it's too late. I got bugs in my room...one on one That's when I had a chance I'll just stop now I'll become naked And with the...I'll become one

Music and Lyrics by Pearl Jam  

SATAN'S BED

It's not all been said...been said and done... I've never slept in Satan's bed Although I must admit...still visits my place Uninvited, as you know, he don't wait Funny how he always seems to fit in Funny how I always want to give in Sundays, Fridays, Tuesdays, Thursday, the same Sometimes the special guest, he don't like to leave Already...in love..%.. Already...

Who made, who made up, made up the myth That we were born to be covered in bliss? Who set the standard, born to be rich? Such fine examples, skinny little bitch Model, role model, roll some models in blood Get some flesh to stick, so they look like us I shit and I stink, I'm real, join the club I'd stop and talk, but I'm already in love.

Already...in love..Already...In love...Ah ha ha ha...follows torture...follows reward..Oh, oh my butt...

Never shook Satan's hand, look see for yourself You'd know it if I had, that shit don't come off I'll rise and fall, let me take credit for both Jump off a cliff, don't need your help so back off I'll never suck Satan's dick... Again, you'd see it, you know, right round the lips I'll wait for an angel, but I won't hold my breath 'Magine they're busy, think I'm doing okay... Already...in love.. Already..

Music and Lyrics by Stone Gossard

BETTER MAN

Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man..Ohh...

Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man..Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man  Can't find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh...Ohh..

Music and Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

STUPID MOP

Don't you want people to love you? My spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... Spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... That's the only thing I want so much... Don't you want people to love you? My spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... That's the only thing I want so much... Why is that better than being hugged? Why is that better than being hugged? Because you get closer to the person...Closer to the person... Why is that better than being hugged? Because you get closer to the person... 

Closer to the person... Just like a person having sex feels cared for... We wanna be loved, so we have sex together... And they feel loved about that... And this is the way it makes me feel...loved... I want it, I dream about it, I think about it, I want it... Just like a girl wants sex with a boy, you know? It's the way I'll always be probably... My last one was born in the system... See, they're stupid, very stupid, those people over there... They're stupid...

These people are so below mentality, honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me...  This mentality, honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me... Honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me..%.. Bug me...bug me...he got the nerve to bug me... Everything seems so eight ball..%..  And I, I don't know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... And I don't know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me..%.. Think they got me... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me...hmm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... ...Know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... She prides herself on her cleaning habits... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... She prides herself on her cleaning habits..%.. It's a lovely stupid mop, it is... There's something really screwey about no streaking... Is it any old dumb mop? It streaks... Come on mop, no streaking mop... I don't mind mop the floor, my mop streaks, I don't like it... It's not me, it's the mop... Come, I bought some new mops... Go away you stupid, dumb old sponge mop... I don't believe it..%..now the floor looks beautiful..%.. I don't believe it...old sponge mop... Dumb old sponge mop... Old sponge mop... Dumb old sponge mop..%.. You're right, this mop's stupid... Dumb old sponge mop...

I don't believe it...now the floor looks beautiful... That's why they call me mophandlemama... Now the floor looks beautiful... That's why they call me mophandlemama..%.. In two weeks, before she could see herself not dressed... The twenty-third of May...you know she disturbed no one today... The manager told her to completely forget... If you ever go to bed, I'll kill you... Do I tell the whole world that I'm mentally ill? Go to the papers...yeah, why not? Drum roll...

I want to show them that I can walk on my own without hands of theirs... And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so... Think I deserve to be loved... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? ...To be loved, don't you? But I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so...

Do you ever think that you would actually, really kill yourself? Well, if I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yeas, I believe I would... I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yes, I believe I would... And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... ...that I can walk without hands of theirs... And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself..%.. Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so...

Do you ever think that you actually would kill yourself? Well, if I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yes, I believe I would..

Music by Pearl Jam.                        

        

NO CODE

SOMETIMES

Large fingers pushing paint. Your god and you got big hands.. The colors blend.. The challenges you give man..

Seek my part. Devote myself. My small self. Like a book. Amongest the many on a shelf..

Sometimes I -know-rise-fall-down-cringe-left-work-knell-speak of nothing at all. Sometimes I reach to myself eager.

Music by Mike McCready(piano)

Lyrics BY Eddie Vedder

HAIL HAIL

Is there room for both of us?..Both of us apart?..Are we bound of obiligation?..Is that all we've got?..Got the words and then I get to thinking. I dont want to think I want to think I wanna feel. How do I feel?..How do I?..If you are the only one..will never be enough,yeah ...Hail hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love.

Swore I'd love til the day I die..and beyond..Are we going to the same place?..If so, can I come?..It's egg rolling thick and heavy. All the past we carry. I could be new, you have to under-estimate me..If you are the only one..Will never be enough,yeah..Hail hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love.

I sometimes realize, i could only be as grow as you let me..Are you woman enough to be my man?..Bandaged hand in hand. Black lining, On the run,in a race that cant be won, yeah..Hail hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love..If you're my only one..So good,you, only one..I want to be your one..Enough, you won.. Your one..Your one..Your one..

Music and lyrics by Stone Gossard, Eddie Vedder, Jeff Ament, Mike McCready 

WHO YOU ARE

Come to send. Not condescend. Transcendental consequence Is to transcend, where we are. Who are we? Who we are.   Trampled marrs on your souls. Changes all, you're a part Seen it all, not at all. Can't defend, f*ck the man.  

Take me for a ride, Before we leave.   Circumstanc.e Clappin' hands. Guidin' winds. Happenstance. Off the track, in the mud. Patch the marrs, in the aforementioned verse.   Just a little time, Before we leave.   Stop light plays its part. So I would say you've got a heart. What's your part? Who you are You are who, who you are  

Music and Lyrics by Stone Gossard, Jack Irons and Eddie Vedder

IN MY TREE

Up here in my tree, yeah. Newspapers matter not to me, yeah No more crowbars to my head, yeah I'm tradin' stories with the leaves instead, yeah.   Wave to all my friends, yeah They don't seem to notice me, no. All their eyes trained on the street, yo, oh Sidewalk, Cigarettes, and seen the tempted  

It's up here so high. I start to mistake. Up here so high in the sky, i scrape I'm so high I hold just one breath A deep breath in my chest Just like innocence.   I remember when, yeah Swore I blew everything away, yeah Let's say knowledge is a tree, yeah It's growin' up just like me, and yeah

I'm so light, the wind he shakes. I'm so high up in the sky, I scrape, yeah I'm so high I hold just one breath. To go back to my nest...sleeping innocence.   Up here so high the boughs may break. Up here so high in the sky I sway   And my eyes peeled both wide open And I got a glimpse of my innocence Got back my innocence... Really got it... Still got it.      

SMILE

Dont it make you smile. Dont it make me smile. When the sun dont shine..Dont shine if all. Dont it make you smile. Dont it make me smile. When the sun dont shine. Dont it make me smile. I miss you all..I miss you all then. This is how I feel.. I miss you all. I miss you all that. I miss you all then.

Music by Jeff Ament and Eddie Vedder(Jeff A.-guitar, E.V.-harm, Brendan O'Brien-piano)

Lyrics by Dennis Frog(It is a letter from him:)

OFF HE GOES

Know a man..His face seems pulled and tense..Like he's riding on a motorbike in the strongest winds..So I approach with tact..Suggest that he should relax..But he's always moving much too fast..

Said he'll see me on the flipside..of this trip he's taken for a ride. He's been takin'..too much on..off he goes with his perfectly unkept clothes..there he goes.

He's yet to come back..but I see his picture..It doesnt look the same up on the rock..all We go way back..

I wonder bout his inside..it's like his thoughts are too for his size. He's been taken..Where? I dont know..off he goes with his perfectly..unkept clothes..there he goes.

And now I rub my eyes..for he has returned. Seems my pracenceptions are what should have been turned..For he still smiles..and he's still strong..Nothing's changed but the surrounding bullsht..that has grown..

And now he's home and we're laughing..Like we always did..my same old..same old friend..

Until a quarter to ten..I saw the strain creep in..He seemed distracted and I know just what is going to happen next..Before his first step..He is off again.

Music and Lyrics by Eddie Vedder(Brendan O'Brien-piano)

HABIT 

See it happen to a couple of friends..see it happen and the message it sends..Taking off for what's an obvious fall..Just to see what all the fuss is about..It's not your way..Not your way..It's not your way..

Another habit says it's in love with you..Anothe habit says its love's overdue..Another habit like an unwanted friend..I'm so happy with my rightous self..It's not your way..Not your way..It's not your way.

Never thought you'd habit...Speaking as an individual who will see the year 2000. Never thought you'd habit...Never me..never you..never me.

Music and Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

RED MOSQUITO

Giant one, might he find.   Watched from the window. Little red mosquito I was not allowed to leave the room. I saw the sun go down and now it's comin' up. Somewhere in the time between  I was bitten. Must have been the devil. He was just payin' me a little visit Oh, reminding me of his presence. Lettin' me know he's waiting.

Call it behavior. And while you're climbing up slippery hills. Two steps ahead of you, punctures in your neck. Hoverin' just above your bed..%..  I was bitten. Must have been the devil. He was just payin' me a little visit Oh, reminding me of his presence. Lettin' me know he's waiting. He's waitin'... Hopin'... Yeah   If I had known then, what I know now..%....

Music by Pearl Jam

Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

LUKIN

Drive down the street. can't find the keys to my own f*cking home. I take a walk so I can curse my ass for being dumb I make a right after the arches. . . stinking grease and bone. Stop at the supermarket. . people stare like I'm a dog.   I'm gone to Lukin's... I gotta spot at Lukin's. Unlock the door at Lukin's. . . open the fridge. Now I know life's worth 

I find the key but I return to find an open door. Some f*cking freak who claims I fathered by raping my son I find my wife. I call the cops. This day's work's never done. The last I heard the freak was purchasing a f*cking gun. 

PRESENT TENSE

Do you see the way that tree bends? Does it inspire? Leanin' out to catch the sun's ray. A lesson to reapply. Are you getting something out of this? All encompassing trip.   You can spend your time alone. Redigesting past regrets, Oh Or you can, come to terms and realize. Your the only one, you can forgive yourself, Oh. Makes much more sense to live in the present tense

Have you ideas on how this life ends? Checked your hands and studied the lines? Have you the belief that the road ahead. Ascends off into the light?   Seems that needlessly it's gettin' harder to find And approach... Ain't no way to live Are we gettin' something out of this. All encompassing trip.   You can spend your time alone. Redigesting past regrets, Oh Or you can, come to terms and realize. Your the only one, you can not forgive yourself, Oh Ah, makes much more sense to live in the present tense      

MANKIND

You'll be going out with radio, going out with disco, going out with bacchamal. I'll be going out with telephone, going out alove, to the radan zone. It's all just inadvertent imitation and I don't mean mine. It's all across this nation. It's all just inadvertent simulation a pattern in all mankind. Whats got the whole world f.kn it. 

I'll be playing with my magazine, using up my listerine, like ovaltine. You'll be dippin in your battleship, for the latest tip, for the latest dream. It's all just inadvertent imitation and I dont mean mine. It's all across this nation. It's all just inadvertent simulation a pattern in all mankind. What's got the whole world f.kn it. If it's just inadvertent simulation a pattern in all mankind. What's got the whole world f.kn it. What's got the whole f.kn it..%..

Music and Lyrics by Stone Gossard

I'M OPEN

A man lies in his bed in a room with no door. He waits, hoping for a presence, something, anything to enter. After spending half his life searching. He still felt as blank as the ceiling at which he stared. He is alive, but feels absolutely nothing, so is he?  

When he was six, he believed that the moon overhead followed him .By nine, he deciphered the illusion, trading magic for fact, no trade-backs So this is what it's like to be an adult? If he only knew now what he knew then  

I'm open..&.. Come in..%.... I'm open..%.. Come in..%....  Lying sideways atop crumpled sheets and no covers. He decides to dream...Dream up a new self...For himself   

AROUND THE BEND

I am wishing you a well. Mind at peace within yourself. Covers up, I cast you off I'll be watchin' as you breathe I lie still, you move, I send you off around the bend.   I hold you deep in my arms. My fingertips, they close your eyes. Off you dream my little child. There's a sun. around the bend..%.. 

All the evenings close like this. All these moments that I've missed. Please forgive me, won't you dear. Please forgive and let me share. With you around the bend.  You're an angel when you sleep. How I want your soul to keep. On and on around the bend.

Music and Lyrics by Eddie Vedder (piano-Brendan O'Brien)  

 

YIELD

BRAIN OF J.

Who's got the brain of JFK? What's it mean to us nowyeah? Oh, it's sound insurance. But I can tell you, this is no lie  

The whole world will be different soon. The whole world will be relieving..%..

You, you've been taught We'd been the same, Now they got you in line Stand behind the stripes There will be order, So give it a good mind.  

The whole world will be different soon. The whole world will be relieving..%..And by name The name they gave me. The name I'm letting go. The whole world will be different soon The whole world will be relieving. The whole world will be different soon, soon

FAITHFULL 

Plaque on the wall says that no one's slept here It's rare to come upon a bridge that has not been around Or been stepped on Whatever the notions, we laced in our prayers The man upstairs is used to all of this noise I'm through with screaming.

And echoes nobody hears, it goes, it goes, it goes Like echoes nobody hears, it goes, it goes, it goes We're faithful, we all believe, we all believe it..%..

And echoes nobody hears, it goes, it goes, it goes..%.. We're faithful, we all believe, we all believe it..%.. So faithful, we all believe, we all believe it.

M.Y.T.H. is..Belief in the game controls that keeps us in a box of fear We never listen Voice inside so drowned out Drowned you are, you are, you are a furry thing And everything is you Me you, you me, it's all related What's a boy to do? Just be darling and I will be too Faithful to you.

NO WAY 

Here's a token of my openness Of my need to not disappear How I'm feeling, so revealing to me I found my mind too clear I just need someone to be there for.. me I just want someone to be there for.. me.

All the static in my attic-a Shoots down my side nerve To the ocean of my platitudes Longitudes, latitudes, it's so absurd I just need someone to be there for.. I just want someone to be there for.. Someone to be there for..

'Cause I'll stop trying to make a difference I'm not trying to make a difference I'll stop trying to make a difference No way..%..Ooh, let's call in an angel..%..

'Cause I'll stop trying to make a difference I'm not trying to make a difference I'll stop trying to make a difference No way 'Cause I'll stop trying to make a difference Im not trying to make a difference Im not trying to make a difference No way No way, no way Let's call in an angel Who's calling an angel? 

GIVEN TO FLY 

He couldve tuned in, tuned in But he tuned out A bad time, nothing could save him Alone in a corridor, waiting, locked out He got up outta there, ran for hundreds of miles He made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a tree The wind rose up, set him down on his knee.

A wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw Delivered him wings, "Hey, look at me now" Arms wide open with the sea as his floor Oh, power, oh   He's.. flying Whole High.. wide, oh.

He floated back down 'cause he wanted to share His key to the locks on the chains he saw everywhere But first he was stripped and then he was stabbed By faceless men, well, fuckers He still stands.

And he still gives his love, he just gives it away The love he receives is the love that is saved And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky A human being that was given to fly   High.. flying Oh, oh High.. flying Oh, oh Hesflying Oh, oh.

WISHLIST

I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky.

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood.

I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down. I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up I wish... I wish...  

PILATE

Talk of circles and punching out Looking in, drawing circles down Falling up the south marking ground Talking out of turn, drawing circles down   Like Pilate, I have a dog ..%.. ..Obeys, listens, kisses, loves..

Walks me out of town Still, ones a crowd Making angels in the dirt Looking up, looking all around   Like Pilate, I have a dog..&.. ..Obeys, listens, kisses, loves..

Stunned by my own reflection It's looking back, sees me too clearly And I swore I'd never go there again Not unlike a friend that politely drags you down, you down, you down   Like Pilate, I have a dog..%.. ..Obeys, listens, kisses, loves..

DO THE EVOLUTION

Woo.. I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in God I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby.

I'm at piece, Im the man. Buying stocks on the day of the crash On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, Ill flatten em out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby.

Admire me, admire my home Admire my song, here's my coat Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby.   I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: ..hallelujah hallelujah..

Admire me, admire my home Admire my song, admire my clothes 'Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast. Those ignorant Indians got nothin' on me. Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! 

I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the earth, but now I'm higher Twenty-ten, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby..%.. Do the evolution Come on, come on, come on.

MFC

Sliding out of reverse into drive, this Wheel will be turning right, then straight Off in the sunset she'll ride She can remember a time denied, stood by Side of the road, spilled like wine, now She's out on her own and line high   There's no leaving here Ask, Im an ear. Shes disappeared.

They said timing was everything, made him Want to be everywhere, theres a Lot to be said for nowhere   There's no leaving here Ask, Im an ear Weve disappeared There's no leaving here Ask, Im an ear F*ck it, we'll disappear.

LOW LIGHT

Clouds roll by. Reeling is what they say. Or is it just my way? Wind blows by, low light Side-tracked, low light Can't see my tracks, your scent-way back.

Can I be here all alone? Clear a path to my home Blood runs dry. Books and jealousy tell me wrong All I feel, calm Voice blows by, low light Car crash, low light Can't wear my mask, your first, my last.

Voice goes by. Two birds is what they'll see. Getting lost upon their way Wind rolls by, low light. Eye sight, low light I need the light. I'll find my way from wrong, what's real? The dream I see.

IN HIDING

I shut and locked the front door. No way in or out I turned and walked the hallway. And pulled the curtains down. I knelt and emptied the mouth of every club around. But nothing's sound, nothing's sound.   I'd stay but my last cab left me Ignored all my rounds. Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls. They were upside down.

I swallow my words to keep from lying. I swallow my face just to keep from biting, I, I.. I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, diving I surfaced when all of my pen wasnt writing I'm in hiding..%..   It's been about three days now Since I've been aground. No longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now It's funny when things change so much It's all state of mind.

I swallowed my words to keep from lying. I swallowed my face just to keep from biting I, I I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, I was diving I surfaced and all around me was enlightened. Now I'm in hiding..%..

PUSH ME,PULL ME

I had a false belief I thought. I came here to stay. We're all just visiting. All just breaking like waves. The oceans made me, but who came up with love? Push me, pull me, push me, or pull me out Push me, pull me, or pull me out.

So if there were no angels, would there be no sin? You better stop me before I begin. But let me say: if I behave, can you arrange a spacious hole in the ground. Somewhere nice, make it nice Where the land meets high tide. Push me, pull me, or pull me out. Push me, pull me..%..

Like a cloud dropping rain. I'm discarding all thought I'll dry up, leaving puddles on the ground. I'm like an opening band for the sun. Push me, pull me..%.. I've had enough, said enough, felt enough, I'm fine, still in it.

ALL THOSE YESTERDAYS

Don't you think you oughtta rest? Don't you think you oughtta lay you head down? Don't you think you want to sleep? Don't you think you oughtta lay your head down tonight?   Don't you think you've done enough? Oh, don't you think you've got enough, well maybe.. You don't think there's time to stop. There's time enough for you to lay your head down, tonight, tonight.

Let it wash away. All those yesterdays.   What are you running from? Taking pills to get along. Creating walls to call your own. So no one catches you? drifting off and. Doing all the things that we all do.

Let them wash away. All those yesterdays. All those yesterdays. All those paper plates.   You've got time, you've got time to escape There's still time, it's no crime to escape It's no crime to escape, it's no crime to escape. There's still time, so escape It's no crime, crime..   All those yesterdays..%..    

 

Sorry for this redness. I couldnt fix it :(                                                                        

 

                                                                                                      

 

 

 

 

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