I have been going to church pretty much all of my life. My parents don't go to church so it has pretty much been up to me to get up and go to church. Well, I guess last year I really started doubting my faith. I started hanging out with the wrong people. Started to listen to really bad music and my attitude changed majorly. I was doing stuff that I usually didn't do. On top of this I was still going to church. I started to quit going to church. I want to say things got back to being good again but they didn't .

It took me a year to realize theirs no way but with God. I met this guy who was a devil worshiper and I started dating him. You know finally he asked me one day if I believed in God and I said no. My life really went down hill from there. I started acting different, I was disrespecting my parents, I lied, I said some really awful things. I lost friends and gained friends but the ones I gained were the ones who were pulling me down.

Finally one day out of the blue my youth pastor called me and asked me how I was doing and told me she loved and me and every one missed me at church. I got to thinking about my life and I decided to go to church that Sunday. It wasn't easy but I slowly got back in to church. I didnt straighen up that good but I was better. Finally it took my friend over dosing on pills to change my life around. What really hit though was when my friend died and I realized you're not going to live for ever and I need to start livng the right way. I rededicated my life in March of this year. I am still having problems but now have my heavenly Father to help me get through them. See lately all the stuff I did in the past has been in my mind, but todayIwas going through some of my old notes from church and one of them said the closer you get to God the less you sin by the more you realize all the sin you did and are doing. So I realized I am slowly getting closer to God everyday.

God Bless You,

Megan Walls