Better Off Alone

Perhaps its just another
teenage reality
that my infactuation
is not with you
its what we share
But infactuation
the obsession
often tires itself out
sucks itself dry
and breaks all in its path

Perhaps I just miss you
but mabye its more
Maybe you can't grasp
this new kind of relationship
my different personalities
and the confusion I long to dispose of

If this is just infactuation
then how is it possible to feel
the way that I do, about you?
How is it that you're what I wake to
and fall alseep thinking of?
Why would I dream of changing
all that I am, just to hear your voice
or see those blue eyes?

Perhaps this is just fear.
A fear of truth and future days
A fear of weekdays in the public's eye
and a craving for weekends
alone with you

Perhaps its Friday
and I'm just better off alone.


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