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TITLE: I hate you
AUTHOR: Christy
SUMMARY: An alternative beginning to Wrecked.  I wrote it before Wrecked showed.
SPOILERS: Smashed
RATING: G
DISCLAIMERS: Joss owns all (of course)

Buffy awoke in Spike’s arms.  As soon as she realized where she was she jumped up and started getting dressed.  She didn’t say anything and neither did Spike.  He just lay there smoking and smirking.  Once she was dressed, she left.  She knew going home was a lost cause, so she decided to patrol.   Spike caught up with her a little while later.

“I’m glad that finally happened, got you out of my system now,” Spike said with a grin.

Buffy looked at him, pain written all over her face and then turned and walked away.

“Pet, I was joking.  I’m just kidding.  I didn’t mean it.  Come on!”  Spike yelled.

“Buffy”, he pleaded.

She stopped walking and took a deep breath.  Tears were pooling in her eyes so she didn’t turn around.  Spike jogged over and stood behind her, close enough to touch her, but he didn’t.

In a soft voice Spike said, “I’m sorry luv, I didn’t mean it.  You are a part of me now, I will never get over you.  I will love you until the end of my time on this bloody planet!”

He reached out and stroked her hair.  Tears started running down Buffy’s face.  She started walking again.  In a broken voice she said, “I hate you Spike.”

He let her walk away as he said quietly to himself, “I know you do, but that will change.”